“If only you could sense how important you are to the lives of those you meet; how important you can be to people you may never even dream of. There is something of yourself that you leave at every meeting with another person.”—Fred Rogers (via julie911)
Sometimes Allah takes everything from you so that you may turn to Him. And sometimes Allah places certain people who let you down in your life to teach you that you should never depend on anyone but Him. Allah will never let you down.
I don't know I feel like I'm not gonna get to be the person I want and that's depressing.
Don't worry about that. We all have this idea of what we're supposed to be or who we think we should be but that's usually not who God wants us to be. We have our plans and He has His own. We can become depressed, try to force ourselves to be someone, question why we aren't one way or another or we can realize that His plan is always greater and that's how it will always be. Don't be sad that you're not who you want, be happy that you're allowing yourself to become who He wants.